![]() ![]() I was a strange case in that I was pretty gender critical even when I thought I was trans. But I did plan to eventually tell everyone. I never actually “came out”, I kept it mostly to myself. As soon as I transition everything will be fine”. I looked back on my childhood and I thought “this explains everything this is the reason I’ve been struggling. I planned to start testosterone and get top surgery. ![]() I hated my breasts and periods, I cut all my hair off and started binding, I wanted people to think of me as a guy. At 14 I was genuinely convinced I was “trans”, and this went on until I was about 18. I struggled a lot with my mental health as a teenager - diagnosed with a severe anxiety disorder, panic disorder, depression and anorexia all from the ages of 12 to 19. I didn’t want to grow up and go through a female puberty, and I was very distressed when I got my first period and had to start wearing a bra (as in, I cried many, many times over this and felt extremely uncomfortable). ![]() In the summers I’d be shirtless in the park like the rest of the boys. In any role play games I’d take on a “male” role and I hated anything feminine. Clothes all from the boys section, played rugby and football every week, lined up in the “boys” line at school, had no female friends, was very interested in maths, science etc. I would like to share my experience with identifying as trans and how I ended up desisting. I’m 21 years old and have been following this forum for a while. ![]()
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